There isn't anything left for you.

Lately, I feel like I can relate a lot of new rock songs to how I feel about people.

Especially the lyrics to "Forget You" by Digital Summer.

Shut your mouth, I'm done listening to you. 

It's over, it's over, I've had enough with you.

I'm single, obvi.

I have been for a couple o' years now.

I'm starting believe that the large majority of guys are fidiots.

I met a guy, we hung out a couple of times.

He kissed me once, on my birthday. But other than that, no attempts since.

I went out with a girl friend a couple weeks ago & he met up with us.

He paid for my tab, which I told him that he did not need to do.

We went to breakfast after drinking, and he paid for my meal.

Which I told him that he did not have to do that.

He took me home and was silent the complete way home.

I said, "thanks for the ride, see ya later," and went inside.

Buzzzz....

"That's it?"

I might have replied, "goodnight!" or something, but wtf does "that's it?" mean... it's not like he even tried to kiss me or anything. It's 3am. GO HOME.

The next day I had to drive out of town for a business trip.

He texted me numerous times... then this....

"I didn't realize how much money I spent on you last night 

and you didn't even let me sleep with you."

ARE YOU F'ING KIDDING ME!?

I have never been so appalled.

This is what dating is coming to.

He still doesn't think he said anything wrong.

What's the worst thing a guy has ever said to you?

Does this take the cake?

It certainly does for me.

Crazy girl.

So... I know a lot of crazy girls.

They tend to always have boyfriends.

Like... cute boyfriends.

Reeeally?

Honestly, I'd rather be single than just have a boyfriend to SAY that I have a boyfriend.

I want there to be meaning in the relationship.

I date someone a good 3-4 months BEFORE I would even consider being their "girlfriend."

And then they get back with their crazy, psycho, bitch ex-girlfriends.

The world is insane.

I decided to play around with dating.

I was hanging out with a guy (we'll call him Racer) around the same time I met my ex.. almost 3 years ago.

Racer and I saw eachother at the bar about 4 months ago and started talking again.

We hung out a few times, I stayed at his house after he threw a party one night, blah, blah, blah.

The whole time I was playing "crazy girl," blowing up his phone everyday.
IT WAS WORKING.

Until he stopped responding/said he didn't receive the texts.

I noticed Racer started conversing with his ex on fb quite frequently.

I told him not to act like a douchebag.

They got back together.

Whatevvvv.

That was last month.

Since then, I met this super cute guy, Roller.

I played hard to get for a while, then I got sick of it and went up to him at the bar and said,

"Are you ever going to ask me for my number?"

He asked me to hang out a few times but I always had other things to do.

My friends went with me to one of his "sporting events" and I saw him at the bar later.

Roller took me out the next week for drinks and we had a great time.

We hung out another time, then the texting/phone calls pretty much stopped.

I tried the crazy girl thing again.

Friday night, Roller texted me twice at 2 a.m.

Seriously.

So, Saturday morning I texted him that I had been sleeping.

Saturday night, I got drunk (woops) and texted him twice & called twice.

No responses.

Ever.

Helloo, cray cray.

Apparantly, HAYLEE CANNOT BE CRAZY GIRL.

It doesn't work for me. =(